Finalement vous tomber du wagon.

She always looked put together, It might not have been fashion wise, but she was always clean and presentable, or at least she tried. Ooh she is very beautiful, she didn't need anyone who does not matter to tell her other wise. She has faith, she believes. She is just like extraordinary folk, but one day it happened. The very unexpected of her by the the people around and herself happened.

She fell off the wagon. No one could believe it. She couldn't believe it. It had happened, what did this mean for the supposed "perfect" little lady? Was she now supposed to wallow in shame and think she was not worth what she has been aspiring to be, the very thing that has driven her to where she is at the moment.

Thank God she still had some sense in her, she sought some council. She had an older wise friend, who knew more than she did, he told her. "The best thing to do is to accept the position you are in now and decide what to do now that you are in this position, you can decide to be depressed because you have disappointed yourself and people who looked up to you," said the wise older friend.

At the end of the day you are going to have to continue living, for we are all human and Finalement vous tomber du wagon, continued the wise old wise friend. Did the old wise friend know this for sure, perhaps it was first hand intel, well we can only speculate but for now she had to take the advise and run with it.

There is still guilt, but its not everything she is about, she is still warm, generous and sometimes grumpy which is bad but its the truth. Life has to continue, what you decide to do today matters  and affects what happens tomorrow, monumentally.

You shall here about about this fall off the wagon next time.