"THIS IS THE WAY TO INDEPENDENCE" SAID A LITTLE BIRDY
Sometimes like right now i will be seating there wondering where I am going to be in ten years time, will I be the same Amo i am right now? Or something magnificent will have happened to make me into a better me. Then it hit me that the probability is high that i wont like the things i don't like right now.
Someone told me what they thought of what i was doing. See i volunteer at this clinic in town, now is that a good thing or bad thing, the person noted how i was working for peanuts in a place that people probably make more than i can fathom. But the reason i got this rude awakening if at all i was sleeping was because to this beautiful person I am an unwanted red blip to their perfect score of changing lives. I am that one person who refused to change even though i was given every opportunity to do so.
Now was the person right in thinking i should probably do what they do? I could probably make money if i put my heart into it, but that was the problem my heart wasn't in it. Was I then supposed to be made to feel like "shit" because I work for "peanuts" where i spend my weekends at. I mean I can do what they do and make money, but is this the only way i can make money? Is it the only way to independence like this person solemnly claims, it was and is for them after all.
I, like everyone has a dream, a vision to be someone in the mere future, I want to make my people proud of me but more than ever I MUST make me proud of me. I believe I amount to something right now, like I will amount to more in the future. Success comes in different ways to different people and it means different things to the diverse people found in our beautiful green place. Don't impose your ideals on another person especially when they are not in the same wave length with you, you will only serve to make them doubt life and themselves. I was heading in that direction, and then I remembered a lesson I had listened to earlier in the day form the Proctor Gallagher Institute, I decide to feel bad and i decide to feel good. Since am new to this truth it will take some getting used to, but I choose to feel good, because I know there is potential in me and am destined for great things and i will achieve this great heights.
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